aUDreY*sSUMMER '23

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28/1/2024:
Hello if you found this. You either clicked from my profile or you found it somewhere on my home page... but where?



i wonder if anyone reads these. its a lot easier to type little entries then to write in a journal. i like the convenience of writing on my laptop. anyways.

last time i checked i had 60 subscribers on youtube. i think i always knew at some point in my life i was going to upload videos. but of what i dont know. i mean i did try one of those daily vlog videos almost 2 years ago... well how did that go? was that in lockdown? its really hard to remember it all. the time was funny. but now.. (in case i forget my old channel)

well i like my little youtube account. it was originally for guitar stuff.. but i think i want to make it personal? like also upload concert videos or you know stuff like that. i think its interesting people actually subcribe to that. i guess i can post whatever. i wonder if anyone i know will find it. also i always think about my digital footprint. like once i post something, i cant take it back.. not that i probably will btut still.

i feel like it doesnt feel like a lot of work. i can just post whatever. its sort of a place for me to capture things and then look back at it later.. like one of those yt vids from 15 years ago. someday that will be me.. eventually. and ill look back at my silly little videos i made as a teen. huh. its a little sad to think about. one day i might never upload again. one day will be the last time i log into that account. or to post something.

you know i never thought i would actually post myself singing. god i hate singing in front of people. i mean im not amazing but im not terrible. so like okay. i feel like .

8/2/2024:

this might get kinda dark. 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅

If someone is reading this.. sorry it might get kinda sad? i dont know. you probably have no fucking idea what im talking about.

💌(since you're here i might as well give a hint.. i really like desserts :P)